baybdarling

2005-09-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED!
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2005-03-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

school finally ended.
i have tuition l8r.
=.-
well,, wen to visit granny ystday
and mummy said she have dibiets
and doctor suspect she might have cancer
LUNG CANCER
mummy almost cried
i was upset hearing that too
my granny is super health caution

ppl outta
christian or nots
PLEASE PRAY FOR HER.
im praying for her eryday
PPL,, please help me ~!

tanks!

2005-03-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

ppl in maa gb?
well,, i dont know
i have no comments to her anym
cant be bothered
she want to copy den let her be
i guess thats just nothing i can do anym
well,, just forgive and forget ppl
((:
you guys would want to tell me who are you?
like thru e-mails?
i promise i wont say who are you

2005-03-23T19:30:00.001+08:00

well,, long since i blog.
=s
hols was totally packed
totally no time to even catch my breath

totally pissed today
TODAY SUCKS,, OKAYS?
tot i could handle todays packed meetings
well,, i dint
had lunch w rene.
den have meetinggs
eugenie and eugene was so nice to help us
den STUPID MR CHUA came and scold me
that i was proposed to be in hall for floorball
cus` im the head of organizing the competition
SHOUTED at him back
that it isnt time YET!
den disscus a lil den rushed up to
hall w ian
went up and explain rules and stuff
some teams just wouldnt want to listen
umpire dint shout
i shouted like hell instead.
wanted to thrown em out of the whole compet
was rrly busy
luckily rene, fish bernie, ian
helped out
last match of my class and love
den wad? was sooo pissed.
they wouldnt wan to listen
scream my lungs and intestine outta alrr
DAMN rights?
blowing my own head off alr
den last last finals love and hope.
wasnt so bad
aft the whole thingyy
den helped mr chua w equipments
and fish
den wrnt to store
den mr chua tell me bout the PELs investiture coming up
den i took intative to wanted to help him
cus` proposed to be PELs to do the whole investiture
den wad?
he say i cant even rrly run todays competition
still think of PELs investiture
DAMN LARRS
never even thank me for helpingg him still scold me
FREAK HIM MANS
soo welcomed laaa.
den i was so pissed
i just walked away and say den dont laa
i also dont wan to help alrr lorhs
think i v free arhs?
alr have student council investiture that is
killing me and my braine
ass mans
den he ask me come back
den scold me larrhs
TURTLE NECK!
today was so stressed still say me
KAOS ~!
den he say wad he put me in charge of PELs investiture
THANKS BUT NO THANKS MANS ~!
was sooo pissed
den say wad today i should have like maybe put
the floorball thingy
like i should have put PEL stuff b4 SC
STUDENT COUNCIL LEHS
of course like duh more impt lorhs
rather lose PEL den SC mans
i almost cried
den fish was calming me down
and bought me ice cream
so nice hors?
den went to mac w fish
saw shima and kamini
den they all left
was alone,, doing SC investiture stuff
rrly MOODY now.
sighh*
im totally packed this whole week
hope GOD w help my thru..

2005-03-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

2005-03-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

woots
today go sentosa w
von dear, rene, ren
benny, hong wei, (=.-)
ranier and lee (=.=)
den went palawan beach.
den play play play lorhs.
den hong wei and lee leave first
den we saw valerie and melissa
((:
soo chio ~!
=x
den von dear and me go pomm pomm
debn rene ren and ranier benny
still at beach
den LALALA.
go home all these lorhs.
quite fun ~!!
den dear von sad sad
):
den they all go town
den i go home lorh
under curfew
=.-
cant wait to go to camp
den i wont have to be in camp
((:
LALALALA
love to have sleep over w dearr peeps
tmr got training.
:well,, wad to do?
mr tay sure rrly wan a lot from us now
):
okays. alrights.

2005-03-14T18:07:00.000+08:00

alright. dudes.
now before i update
on saturaday i went to the benny hinn thingy
cus` sister emily and ming chin ask me to go
woots ~!
it rawks man ~!
went w naedine and her mom
tash and nic went for diving.
the whole service rawks
the presences of jesus and god was so stronge
many ppl got healed.
ppl coming in w wheel chair went out w/o it
a woman who suffer 15 years of headache every second of her life
at that v moment
god healed her
and for the first time she didnt feel pain in her head
and god uses benny hinn to tell thst woman that
now that the pain is gone,, it will go forever
SOLID rights?
benny hinn uses god power and healed a deaf man infront of us ~!
it was so touching man
the whole service was sooooo nice.
benny hinn promised to come again
WOOTS ~!
i sure w go for his service again.

today..
thats training.
WOOTS
sure is tough.
we did so many physical stuff.
POOR NIC AND TASH
i miss em` laaa.
they got sun burnt at the back of their body.
aft training.
den we went to j8 for mac.
saw mrs lim, ms chng, ms lim and eddy lim
=.-
HATE EDDY LIM
den ms chng treat us ice cream
so nice rights?
den nic and tash and me
we went to meet ber
went ntuc to go tibits and head to tasha hse
for drum line
but naedine return to her fwen alrr
hahaas, den i managed to
get tasha and em` to maa hse
tasha was persistant to go her house.
=.- bleahs
den came maa house and watch cinderella story
and then the termial.
woots ~!
LALALALA.
they went home like alr 6.oo?
hmmm. tmrr going to sentosa
w yvonne and rene they all
den at night got bbq.
so busy. i think tmrr
is the only day i w enjoy during hols
hols totally packed.
camps comingg up soon.
ARGH.
nvrm
aisyah tasha jia yu and ber goingg
((:
till here folks.

2005-03-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

friday went out with von darlinggg.
woots~!
den meet huii laoPORKS and doris laoPORKS and fish dear.
den go eat the far east bread
its rawks!

den saturaday
went gym w fish dear and laoPORK doris and tash darr
had a great great time.
lols.
nicky culdnt wake up.
=.-
as usual,, all the time
den i went to tashaa hse for cell
went cell grp and service
cell grp RAWKS!
all of us felt the presences of GOD.
all cried and fall on knees.
den service was sooo fun!
i went w tash
the other member in cell went to play bball
well,, that whole day rawks man.
oh well,, i cant lie to mummy that long anym
ery sat i come home so late
for service.
she's gotta ground me soon.
den sunday
my dear mother bday
went to taka coca.
aunty and grand parents went to
BOO~
i miss em`
may god bless mummy ;
and my family
and JUST SIMPLE ERYONE.
was sooooooo crazy w sistas
den reach home rather late
den was in mom room
w both jiejiees.
taking funny pictures
w my da jies pooh bear

was so restless for school
well,, overall i pass all subjects that was return

i pass phyics
i pass maths
i pass english
i pass history
i pass chinese
im gotta pass f&n
im gotta pass chem

i simply love passing subjects.
thank god for seeing my hard work
GOD RAWKS.

den went for movie w
rene
von
darius
kamini
andrew
ah neh
etc etc ..
HITCH WAS DAMN FUNNY.

im goanna watch samura!
tmr its sports day
trainings cancelled again.
DAMN.

2005-03-03T16:26:00.000+08:00

got home rrly early.
training was cancelled due to the pouring rain.
STONED.
i WAN training.
funny huhs?
have assembly.
so yeaaa,, im in student council
so we are in charge for the assembly today
tank lord im not in the committee.
they looked so stressed up.
hahaas.
assembly was kinda fun,,
eryone got to say their unhappiness w the school rules.
cool huhs?
aft assembly,,
meet up w nic for planning
of inter class floorball.
got so confused.
luckily lil tasha helped out.
today was kinda crap mans.
boringg and funny.
life w/o joshuel and arron tan.
their presences is missing.
mr loh doesnt allow em` to come back.
sigh.
fwens comes and go,,
bud not maa fwens like em`.

i miss him*
thou i know its funny and unfair
how much you miss somone and how much
they doesnt even bother wheather you does or not.
laoPORKS doris was rrly swit these days.
and laoPORKS lingg.
tanks laoPORKS!
have to congrates laoPORKS hui
she found her happiness.
loveyaa,, girl!
as of course maa happy four friends ( include me )
cyrene,, fish and yvonne.

2005-03-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

phrew!
im back from the PEL training.
nic and me are in charge for the fixtures for
inter floor ball games.
STRESSED.
this week is packed!
might want to go tuition on friday
so i can go church on sat and sun.
dont know what to tell mummy.
got so pissed off w mrs gn today.
man,, she sucks~!
she sent me outta class for hidingg from a fly.
stupid huhs?
she say it was amazing.
AMAZING?
wad so amazing?
i load her man!
training tmrr.
tired man..

well,, thats wad life is man.
dudes outta.
im back w internet okays!
CHEERS!

2005-02-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

sorry dudes and darlinggs ~!

my com broke down and there's no way i could update and check mails.
it got repair only by ystday.
and i wasnt at home.
alrights.
everything are still the same
still lurbee him.
and well netball comp have all ended
din do so well, bud ppl
see us next year on court.
a diff team.
nothingg much too.
orhhs,, my num got changed
bill hit all the way up the sky.
300 ++ and 100 ++

went to church w tasha and nic ystday
met rrly nice ppl outta.
and made a choice that i want to be in the christ family
and joined city harvest.
outta hide from my parents
well ,,
was so touched wen i was in church
got so touched by how the ppl love god
and his son and how much god suffer for us.
i rrly gotta change maa whole life.
and give all to the christ.

gotta tank tasha and nicky!

well,, not forgetting me other darlings
they have been thru w me all the time
there to give maa a hug and a pat on the back
they are no other then,, recieving this award every year :
CYRENE YVONNE FISH
cool huhs?
they are the best manns ~!

neu to be laoPORKS in class :
HUI DORIS LING
crapp huhs?
l0ls. lurbee em too.

2004-12-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

w0ot ~!
long tyme no blogg.
no tyme siaa.
l0ls.
these days keep goingg to town
with von until v late at night.

friday.
---------------------------------------------------
went to meet von at 6.
den go town.
walk walk and see christmad deco.
crapp arnd like idoits.
went to this heeren the levis jeans
shop.
den ..
when we wanted to leave the shop alrr
den this ang mo family also leaving
den this guy came in,,
den when he was comingg in
den the talk v loud
he said (in chinese)
:" ehhs,, i help that ang mo open door lehhs.
L0LS.
my gosh man ~!!
vonn and me stared at each other
den the ppl working in levis also laugh
den von and me laugh and laugh
den von left the shop
den i still gong gong stand there.
l0ls.
wad da hell siaa.
den we stood outside the shop,,
looking at the boy and laugh.
he was soooo proud of openingg
the door for ang mo.
l0ls.
that rrly entertain us ~!!
den went to cine.
walk up and down in heeren and cine
den cor kor
he with family also in town
den sians.
both of us v v sian siaa.
nothingg to do.
den von and me go levis shop again.
den i help von do smth.
l0ls.
shhhh ~!!
sercet ~!
den go cine outside sit sit.
den corr th.
he at macc.
den sians..
kip asking us go home,, cause v late
l8r kana molest.
-that was so lame-
l0ls.
den go home lorrs.
cause darlingg von wan go.
neber count down at town
sians.
den wanted to go bugis.
den din lorrs.
vonn darr and me tired liaoss.
den she go home.
den i go mac
saw han wei, th and xian sen
den they ask me sit down den talk lorrs.
stupid han weii kip disturb me.
=x
l0ls..
den they go countdown siaa.
den i go home lorrs.
reach home arnd 11 plus liddat.
den 12 ran outa my room and shout
MERRY X`MAS ~!
lame ~!!
den ran back into mua room.
corred him,,
he din ans.
den msged him. and corred again.
he just din reply and ans.
was totally ruined my x`mas mood ~!
cried-*
whye ish this happening? sighs..
no turn back ..?

saturaday
------------------------------------------------------
msged him the min i waked up.
greet him morning and x`mas.
din reply
was rrly rrly v sad.
rene corr me ~!
weets~!
den talk talk lorrs.
i miss her lehhs
and i habe to congrates her as well.
den l8r go cousin house
the house soo nice ~!
den sistas and me crap arnd like idoits.
den rene and me msged.
WOOTS ~!
den go club
both jiejie swim.
i din.
=i carnt
den relatives come
eat eat eat ~!
baby valerie came
she was sick
poor darling girl ~!
eryone was so concern.
l0ls.
as thou ish valerie bday
not grand pa.
den third aunt came
and like joke again.
make eryone laugh their head off.
baby valerie and aunt and cousin
went home
valerie was rrly sick
she din want to drink her milk milk.
den aunt went too.
den 3rd aunt ask mummy
to let one of us ( me and sistas )
to be her god daughter.
l0ls.
run awayyy ~!!
l0ls.
3 of us ran away
den went to ktv
was feeling gud
stomach pain
damn it ~!
den cousin and grand pa and ma went home
dad sent them home den come fetch us
den second sis and me sit by the pool
talk a lil
l0ls.
we imagin wad if the club ish our house.
l0ls.
we was soo navie.
den talk talk.
felt so close with sistas the whole day.
went home.
tired ~!
27926* corred
den talked a while
den boooo ~!
SLEEP.
he totally ruined my mood.
I LOVE HIM* STILL.

this morning.
rot at home.
l0ls.
yeas.
that's all babes ~!

2004-12-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

yawns
im tired.
ystday..
went town.
meet mich ma and von darling
awww ~!
when ii see von darling
den she hug me siaa
so sweet
miss her sooo much worrs.
den walk up and down in town
was soooo sian.

we like crap arnd.
hmm. den they advice me to msg him
den msg him lorrs
WEETS ~!
he replied.
was soo happy
jumping like a monkey.

den ma go cityhall
von darr go back heeren
den i go bugis lorrs.
wanted to buy this POA dress
82bucks.
den scared l8r buy den nbr wear
den went home.
he msged me for quite a while lehs.
den l8r he din reply alrr.
sighs..
its actually enough
im v v happy alrr.
den talk on the phone with
someone..
den sleep lorrs.
msged him at 12.
told him i miss him
sighs..
he din reply
gosh ~!
i was soo insane
i dono wad the ~~fcuk~~
im doingg

this morningg.
dad waked me up @ 1o.
siann 1/2 siaa.
christmas eve and im at home.
sian laarhs,

2004-12-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

IM STUCKED AT HOMEEEEEE ~!
~~fcuk~~

i miss netball girls ~!!
they rawk laa.

tash was soo sweet.
tanks girl.

goanna meet them up again.
miss them like hell.
i LOVE RENE ~!
LOVE VON AND FISH.
`wahaas.
wad's with me this morningg?

crap
totally mooody.
i miss him*
he online,,
den don talk to me.
sighs..

i hate beingg at home.
sheessh
MOODY ~!
habing bloody time.
girls shld know.

when am i goanna see him again?
~~carnt wait~~
these days im goanna miss him even more
cause its christmas period.

so near yet so far,,
unwanted dreams.
where are euu ?

2004-12-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

mummy bought me leiv's jeans on tuesdayy
she rawk ~!
today habe trainingg..
went training,,
only 1o players laa
grrr.
den went to meet rene and her mom
with fish
den fish come mua house
i change,,
den go meet von and rene mom together
and fish too
von and fish went to town first lorrs
den me and rene and her mom
we shop at ebase.
den l8r go town lorrs
go far east
den rene darr bought a shirt and a pink tee
sooo pretty in dat man ~!
go take neoprint with fish and von
den rene dar don wan to take
she look moody with her mom
dono wad happen
den fish von and me
shop arnd lorrs..
go cini,,
den von and me took neoprint again
not v nice worrs
=x
von go tpy
den fish and me go bishan
den eat eat at s11 again
BAN MIAN again..
cause she felt like eating ..
den she walk me to my tutor house
tuition * 3
den go j8
took bus home
ALONE ~!!
x\den talk to von on the phone
she soo gud ~!!
peii me talk..
den all the way home lorrs.
von darr jio me out again for tmr..
dono can nots ...?
bleahs.
sians 1/2 laa!

2004-12-20T19:35:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ERYONE FROM
NETBALL!
except that biitch.
=x =x
guess all the girls know who,,
the bitchh dono herself.
attitude problem!

i rrly love all the players man!
plus the juniors.
they totally rawk muah world..!
LOVE rene, tash, fish, nic, sha + cheryl ( 2peace`o4 )
THE 3 TWIN!
sha and tash totally rawk man,,
i love both of em` so much!
okays,, enough of lovingg.
=x

B div meet at 6.30
meet rene darr first,,
den go interchange
weets!
go to outram? ( spell this way? whahaas)
take cab to the school,,
NICE SCHOOL !
warmed up.
played with tanglin first,,
got trash soooo badly.
den some other school.
got like 5th?
xDD ~!
that BITCH din playy,,
and she like show att to eryone?
eryone was pissed off with her.
well,, eryone made fun of her.
so mean rights?
she din play,,
she wants to take my bid laa?
so sadd.. mr tay say I PLAY!
played ery match.
eryone did great!

tash, me, nic, sha + fish
stayed back for juniors.
darr rene and cheryl went away
=(
brief the juniors,,
they were so nervous.
their's first game outside school?
MS CHNG TREAT ME, NIC, TASH, SHA AND FISH
MAC!
ERYONE GOT A MEAL! (except darr nic )
tash was super picky!
=x
she ate like in a damn disgusting way man ~!
nic and fish went back to watch juniors aft mac,,
tash sha and me
slackingg in the canteen
so funny,,
we talked about sooo many thiings laa.
even about our parents!
how parents date?
wahahaas.
so talkative rights?
sit there like more then a hour
juniors did rrly well.
sooooo touched man ~!!
fish and me was crapping
used nic's fone to record ..
conversation!
okay,, maybe not conversation.
budd like we wrote scipts on our hand?
TOTALLY LAME ~!
we were tryingg so hard to bii funny,,
bud idd doesnt shake the twins?
-.-
wad to do? fish and me are twins.
tash sha and me got into trouble!
we were playing netball at the corridoor
of the sports hall?
sha like anyhow pass?
den that netball went down to the fence
STUCKED THERE!
-panickedd-
greenview sec helped us
so sweet of em`.
l0ls.
they got experience.
cos they dropped idd there earlier too
they're sooo nice!
sha tash and me,,
learnt our lesson
went in to sit down quietly and watch games.
=x
well,, ended then
thou juniors did got any placingg?
budd they did rrly gud man!
muahaas.
was sooo busy on the fone.
so stressed up.
=x
darr rene's mother.
went back with juniors and
the 5 trouble maker
tash nic sha fish and me!
=x
wahaas. crapping once again
all the way in the train.
so funny!
xDD ~!
they totally rawk man!
lalalalaars.
im totally wored out
so tiredd ~!!
fish was soo swit to like treat me drink?
well,, okay.
she paid 20cents for me
mualalaas.
cause i treat her tibits at outram
xDD ~!!
okayss. till here darrs.

2004-12-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

today
_________________________________________
tuition was postponed.
muahaas.
anyw i din do mua hmk.
=x =x
shhh ~!
went to visit ah gong,,
he look fine.
:))
went suntec
food exibition
eat eat eat
delicious..
pet's exibition,,
sooooo cuteee ~!!
-faint-
golden retriver,,
all soooo tame and cuteee ~~!
den home..
tmr habe netball carnival
habe to leave home at 6!
so early laa.
wish me luck ~!
xDD

saturaday
_________________________________________

went gym with fish.
waaaa,, we ran a lot man!
l0ls.
went to eat,,
walked arnd.
crap like hell.
whahaas.
happy ~!!
both of us msged for awhile!
sighs..
bud awhile niaa.
better than nothingg rights?

2004-12-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

im damn moody now.
habe training.
was alright.
they say i did well
don think so
so moody and sad.
feel so unwanted,,
feel so restless.
sighs..
went to eat with fish
den go mac sit sit
saw jamie dar and marilyn.
den they go take N result
alex, eugene and lotsa
4 faith ppl came mac too.
hmm. den go in mac.
fish was like readingg all mua msges in phone
den she sing the jay chou song
rene and her alws sing derrhs
sad song siiaa.
den she kip like tryingg to
knock some senses into my head
some simple logic,,
and how freakingg dumb am ii.
she's rrly understandingg.

rrly miss him lotsa,,
sobs..
how will he understand how ii feel?
yoo made promises,,
and after a while yoo leave me.
when can i habe yoo totally and forever?
whye did yoo lied to me?
whye did yoo break mua heart all the tyme?
whye did yoo made promises when yor not goanna love me?
whye did yoo do all these?
say yoo love me and left me blue?
yoo goanna go,,
budd please rmber me.
ibb lovingg me ish so difficult
den i'll choose to leave yoo
as long as yor happy.

rmber the feelingg,,
rmber the day.
my strong heart was breakingg,
my love turn round and i fell
into yor heart.
yoo once make this promise
to stay by my side
bud aft some time,,
yoo just pushed me aside
yoo never tot a girl culd be strong
budd i'll show yoo how move on.

2004-12-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

went out with angela and jamie darr.
both biann even more chio worrs.
l0ls.
den walk walk lorrs.
den saw sharon au
CHIO BUU ~!

den wanted to go meet fish rene and von
den they go out.
=.=
nbrm.
haiish. sad today!

FCUK OFF if yoo goanna hurt me.
stop usingg me to know her more.
euu never understand how i feel.
how much i love yoo, boy.
im willing to let yoo play,,
cause at least im once with yoo.
i habe waited enough alrr.
don ask me wad i wan for christmas,
for yoo know its YOO i want,,
all along ;; just yoo.
be mua boy,,
please don be mua fren.
that's nort wad i wan.
i will wait forever,,
just to exchange one day with yoo.
only yoo and me.
LOVE MIE!

2004-12-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

im moodless,,
i feel dirty.

i dowanna talk about it ;
i hate guys!

2004-12-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!

2004-12-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

hmm.
saturadayy,,
go work
den aft that meet fish
for dinner.
den she peii me eat
den we walk walk lorrs
hmm.
she was knockingg some
sense of him into mua head
and to me i still cant change
mua thinkingg.
i'll still love him.

sundayy,,
went tuition
den go cousin chalet,,
FUN!
play play playy
weets

todayy!
go trainingg,,
well done.
only 8 players
=.=
den train until 10 plus
den fish and me help ms chng until
like 2 plus?
waaaa, almost faint siaa
both of us will nbr touch any
banner anym
its totally crap
we spend almost more than
a hour to put it nicely
rubbish man!
help her sort out
sec 3 camp consent forms
tiredd!
den finally we're done
go eat lorrs
EAT BIAN MIAN!
woots
den talk talk
~~fish and me fart at s11~~
l0ls
shh ~!
wahhaas.
den hmm,, walk walk in j8
den both of us plan to buy this
specs in 77th street together
=DD ~!
den me ask rene to buy with us
waalalaaa!
hmmm,,
come home
sleep!
was totally wored out!
hmm,,
i miss rene and von!
thursday ..
the date!

2004-12-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

talkingg on audio with von darlingg now!
she's so swit.
cheer me up!
=DD ~!
today meet rene aiai for trainingg
training was okay!
mr tay put me in charge of smth
instead of that BITCH!
beingg so proud!
cocah talk to muaa again
ask about last tyme my att. prob
den wan me to take charge of monday trainingg
weets
so happy
he's trustingg me so much!
=DD ~!
mr tay rawkks!

den go eat with rene
on the way there
saw this lil girl
cryingg,, sitting on the floor
under a block
she stared at us
with her tears dipping down
lookingg at her
my heart feel so bad
she look so dirty
she look so helpless
gave me that sad twinklingg eyes
left with no hope!
so sad.
she look like her life ish raped
kept worrying about her

went to eat.
den talk talk
went mac,,
talk talk
den i find out horr
my phone got prob lehhs
all my contacts gone
~~fcuk~~
~~chee bye~~
den nel tan, alvin, xian sheng
come down also
hmm.
den rene,, fish and me kip crappingg
=DD ~!
rrly v happy
hmm.
den fish go home lorr
den alvin and nel tan and rene
den talk talk togetherr
den ii go home lorrs
den they peii rene,,
alvin kip cheeringg rene up
=DD ~!

woots
i miss eryone!

2004-12-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

WEETS!
my aunty bought me
this pink adidas watch
SO NICE!
woots! i lovee her!

2004-12-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

WAS SOOO SAD STILL
rene was super sad too.
we like talk to the phone
cx sucks laa!
fcukingg bastard,,
no dick arhhs?
wanna break wyth rene den
say face to face laa
fcukerr!
bloody jerk!
den rene msg me at arnd 4 plus
den we msg norrs
console darlingg
she was so sad
weets
i manage to make her happy
=DD~!

ii was missing him in the middle
of the night
ii cant sleep
frens told me he's totally not worth
and ii know
argh!
hate myself

GIRLS PLAY HARD TO GET BOIIS
BOIIS DON EVEN KNOW!

lost faith in guys,, totally!
today actually date rene and von
den ii cannot go out
so sad
den darlingg von also sick
darlingg,, must takekairr lehhs
if not don corr me darlingg!
humpff
LOLs.
rene and von darlingg
was here for me all along
im glad to habe yaa
here with me
ILOVEYOU!

ii don wanna cry for yoo anym-*

2004-12-08T14:46:00.000+08:00

ystday.
went out with fish, von, rene, ren, darius
den fish go home.
go mac.
nel tan and alvin told rene smth
which made her freaking sad.
she hug me and cried so badly
i almost cried
i hug her and pat her head
told her she was silly.
rene darlingg,
no sad anym haoo marhs?
*huggs*
den go take 56.
von told me smth rrly horrible and
i almost broke down
den she went down the bus
den we go suntec
ren and darius rrly kinda cheer rene up
and me too!
thou they din know im sad,
den go suntec eat lorrs,,
the raffles place there
den me and rene
took smth
christmas tree the ball ball
LOLs.
at first rene took 1 v nice der
den i v sad lehhs
wahhaahas.
den ren help me find one nice nice ders
heart shaped one
weets!
den rene sad sad
LOLs.
den take cab go kallang netball
den mr tay club playing
den he was kinda unhappy
wen he saw ren and darius with us
den told me not to bring guys come
den watch watch lorr
they're da, gud laa.
-jealous-
den watch a while
den we go off
take bus go back city hall there
took train
darius go lavanda
den ren and rene go tpy
den i go bishan
in the train
ren sit so far away from me and rene
den we kip changing seat go sit near him
den he v paiseh
LOLs.
so many funny things happen in the train
weets!
was damn happy.
ren and rene alighted
me alone
so sad.
den go home lorrs,,
msg jamie darlingg awhile
woots
miss her like siaoos.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

today.
training.
rene darlingg meet me go
go lil ppl
i think only like 11?
lame rights?
play play play
mr tay teach only me
LOLs
a lot of stuff
den fish rene and mr tay and me
kept talkingg.
kept joking
mr tay rrly v nice wors
den aft that
eryone dimissed.
left me and rene and fish
den he talk to us
say we're one of the best player in the team
i was so delighted
woots!
-someone get hold of me!-
muahahaas.
den he say if next time he's club got space
like if we interested
he want us to join
yeah!
and he say i have lendership
and if i leave the school alrr
den i should come back and teach other ppl
-being proud-
LOLs.
and he told us lotsa stuff
dowan us to give up in netball
and wan us to lead out life properly
((:
he's rrly understanding and funny
and that he wan us to continue commiting to
netball even if one day he's goanna leave
i wan him to teach us.
he's rrly nice!
=DD
den go eat with rene and fish
den they rrly cheer me up
=DD
and i did cheer rene darlingg up too
den fish was so nice to crap with us and make
us smile
rene go meet von aiai
den go mac corner
sit sit lorrs.
talk talk
she was rrly nice to comfort me
and advised me wad to do.
den she go home den me too
talk to von and rene on hp.
den von told me smth bad again
i shed tear.
went home on foot!
not bus
in the rain,, i walk
being silly
was missing him badly
bet he wont understand
well,,
wad to do?
walked in the rain,,
tot it would wash my brain clean
out of him*
it doesnt work
instead for now?
i got flu back
-well done!-
talk to kor now.
tmr, meeting rene agn
mayb ren and darius
not sure if both of em going marhs

i miss yoo*
i know i might mean nothing to yoo*
i want yoo* back.

VON DARLING
tanks for erythingg,
i love yarr.
being there for me and telling me the truth
tanks darlingg.
and comforting me,,
making me happy.
((:

RENE DARLINGG
darlingg,
yor so nice. tanks man!
sistaas everr.
tanks for doingg so much for me
being there for me even when
yor also not feeling any better
aii ni!
((:

CASH DARLINGG
weets!
tanks for alws laughing and make me happy,,
so nice of yoo!
*muacks-
=DD

FISH DARLINGG
tanks!
yor alws making silly action to make me laugh
and i love yor magic!
=DD
love yarr alws
i'll listen to wad yoo say to me
: live life happily!

all of yoo guys rrly touched my heart!

2004-12-06T14:52:00.000+08:00

im crazy now.
BORED!
got a neuu kor.
weets!

CURRENTLY DARLINGGS IM IN LOVE WITH :
rene. von. nic. fish. tash. alison.
angela. jamie. ju. mer. jia. lindy.
tzee wee. prasath. jeremy. qi.

I LOVE YOO PPL.

2004-12-06T13:41:00.000+08:00

totally moodless today.
went to j8 with cash and rene ystday.
enjoy a lot but still dowan the happy feelingg
trying to hide my unhappy face.
netball training today
aiai rene never goo
den i go alone
din wan to go in the first place
was dam sad.
go training.
have such a bad flu.
we did our own training.
fish kept comforting me.
ask me not to think about it.
den actually wasnt thinking about it
den both of us keep crapping
jokingg arnd like idoits.
did this imaginary ball thing?
silly!
tash nic and rene never goo.
so sianss.
3 twins only have me fish and cheryl
so sad rights?
3 twins not united.
anyway the 3 twins are :
1st twin = tash and nic ( like duh! =.O )
2nd= me and fish
3rd twin = rene and cheryl.
woots!
den aft that rain rain rain.
den we stop training.
talk to fish a lot of thinggs
den she an weii me,,
ask me don think so much

went to eat mac
den she din eat
aft that go s11
den i peii her,,
she eat
den we keep talkingg and talking
den she keep telling me not to look so
glum
wad to doo?
she kept me company and like cheer me up
kinda work
=DD
den walk walk walk in j8
go the cinema there talk.
crapppingg like siaos
until she buu tahan with me
drunk myself not thinking of him
with laughter
almost threw away my phone when
i see this hurting msg
i like throw it on this shop derr cds
den fish picked up and read
ask me don sad lerhs
she rrly v gud lorrs.
kip peii me
rene too!
alws comfort mee.
den we go home lorrs.
den now here!
chatting and chatting
with 2 love consellor
trying to ask me to give up.
haiis.
someone tell me wad the fcuk should i do?

whye did yoo reply in this way?
don yoo know how sad im feeling now?
ii might not be special to yoo.
ii might just be any girl yoo know.
to me yor everything.
and i will give yoo anything just
to exchange yor love for me.
don hurt me,, don let me lose yoo.
whye do this to me?
ii cant get my mind not thinking about yoo
ii give all out to win yor heart
don leave me.

girls can lurvve a guy like crazy
don mind beingg silly waiting for them
giving all they can to have their guy
but wad does guys do?
they don even give a damn fcuk shit about it
cann guys just care a lil more?
can they just understand wad some girls
are going thru to win that guy's heart?

IM FREAKING PISSED OFF.

2004-12-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

today.
sians.
l8r having tuition.
but got my tutor der niece
dere peii me
cause ish baby!
:)
muahas.
now 1 plus liaoos.
my baby dear still sleeping
wad a pig huh?
LOLs.

ii drive myself nuts missing yoo every single moment
even when im in yor arms.
baby,, don leave me.

ystdayy.
woots.
went swimming with my jie
and jie fu and jie fu's baby
soo cute worrs.
den in the morning meet dear
peii him a while
den go swimming
weets!
den jie and baby and jie fu
go seminar
den ii go home alone
so sad.
den reach home.
chat awhile den
SLEEP!
den dear also sleeping at home
wahas.
den wake up with bad flu.
totally screwed up.
have dinner at home alone
with cup noodles,,
so poor thing yarhs?
yeeps.
den mummy bought me porriage
cannot eat,
den took medication.
den SLEEP!
keep msging dear
den he never reply.
i was so sad la
haiis
den l8r i wanted to stay up
to wait for dear's reply
den fall asleep.
dear reply v v late
den i sleep lerhs.
miss him like crazy!

2004-12-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

waa. just return home.
so tried.
trainingg was tough tdy.
rrly tough,,
darlingg renee din attend training.
tdy have so many sjab ppl come
our school from diff school
so extra,,
made so much noise
pissed off
mr tay talk to me?
want me to change my att
duringg training
and that he wants me push
me to be the best defender in the team
den game.
B div did so well.
wahas.
trash the C's
poor babies in C's.
they have to down 5 if we shoot in one
goal
as usual,,
poor Bs like us have to down
15 if C's score
poor us,, down a few times.
but we won!
:)
went j8 again with fish
meet darlingg von.
go eat,,
den we were ..
GOSSIPING!
muahas!
evil 3 of us.
went walk walk,, fish go home.
den l8r den come back and meet us,
von and me go mac corner
sit sit
saw some ppl
den horrs,,
got this malay guy working in mac ders
v cute worrs.
=X
look like TAUFIK BATISAH!
fainted ]]
den aft that von and fish sit in mac
den i at mac corner with the guy
and another manager
den 98.7 fm.
den suddenly got taufik song ( i dream)
den the guy sing lehhs.
-im in hospital,, due to fainting-
LOL.
den i was like ..
kaoos. so like tauufik
den von came out and sit sit with me
den she also say so like taufik larhhs.
den v sians nehhs,,
stay there soo long.
den i like tell von and fish
i wanna go home liaoos.
den they go walk walk
den i go home lorrs.
den now?
so sians,, alone at home
so sadd.
:(

2004-12-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

i miss him* now.
dear dear dear.
:)
i love yoo!
sorry worrs,,
cant peii yoo tmr.

2004-12-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

2004-12-02T12:32:00.000+08:00
WOOTS!
taufik won!
waaaa. damn happy larhs.
almost scream my lungs out,
hmm. sly also not bad larhs.
both of them got contract wors!
the part when sly said
" i saw it jus flew, woohs "
so cute nehhs.
i kip laughingg!
so damn happy larhs.
so sad,,
david and olianda
waaa. i miss them man
weets!
l8r maybe going out.
dono yet worrss.
sian 1/2
got see my blog change so much?
wahaas. i learnt it myself
den the font ask darling von
to help me out.
tanks darlinnngg!
(:

2004-12-01T17:04:00.000+08:00
hmm.
early in the morning meet rene.
den go training.
was eating bananas.
hahaa.
training was tough.
i mean sec 3s din come.
so all sec2 niaa.
did like a lot of physical training.
waaa! tired siaa
almost cannot take it.
den ~~fcuking~~ irritating
that stupid coach was like scolding all of us like shit
and i got the worst one,
well done -roll eyes-
went j8
eat eat eat
den rene go home first
fish and me go eat eat eat again
hahaas.
den we go j8 there slack slack talk talk
den ish like the interchange
der seats den we talk there
den fish go say ehhs like see my sis
den i go look
den not
den l8r arhs, got this ba gang la
( BLACK WORKER )
not trying to be racist.
den go snatch my seat lehs.
den he still give me that stupid look.
den fish and me keep laughing
den i almost kick
that stupid bang ga la.
den go watson
fish just simply love to go there
-.-
go popualr
dam lame. she kip joking
den we like kip laughing until
v loud
a lot of ppl look at us.
so malu!
den go interchange sit sit again
so sian
den just go home norr

having headache now.
I AND HIM* ONLY FRIENDS!

2004-11-30T17:56:00.000+08:00
sad wors.
my com spoil for a few days liaoos
den the person come repair.
all the documents missing
well done man!
he* came back for me,,
i guess only rene know who's that he*
these days was hanging arnd wyth rene
told her a lot of things wors.
haben't catch up wyth her v long wors.
tmr got training again.
dono going mars,, aunty ROM.
=DD
hmm.
nothing to do tdy.
actually wana go meet him*
well. den din lors.
be les or not to be les?
hais. someone tell me wad to do!
so confusedd!

2004-11-24T19:43:00.000+08:00
weets!
got training.
wah! tired leiis.
15 rounds forr warm up
10 for cool down.
den went to eat wyth fish tash nic and cheryl
woots!
was goffing arnd like idoits
they kip saying about joyce.
damn!
she sucks man!
joke joke joke
laugh laugh laugh
that's wad KCP netballers do.
BUDD WE TRAIN TOO!
LOL.
den tash nic and cheryl
went back
me and fish,,
continue beingg stuopid
IDOITS!
went to mac,,
sit sit there talk talk
den sad sad thingy ish
auntie's cat went to heaven alrr
well,,
she was super sad.
hmm.
she wasn't prepared for
her darling cat's death
denn go home.
den play playstation,,
( sis bf bringg )
play play play
until fall asleep.
well done!
until like 6 plus
LOL.
that's all!
:)

2004-11-22T13:20:00.000+08:00
wahaha!
went reborning alrr
cut my fidge until v short.
like b4 my eye brow.
woots!
den tmr den can wash hair
dirty man!
din dare to go out these 2 days.
going out tmr,,
going bugis!
yeah!!
hmm.
i guess that's all!
I LOVE THE NETBALL GIRLS!
YOO GUYS ROCK MY WORLD MAN!
:))

2004-11-19T23:34:00.000+08:00
jus reach home.
went johore camp.
well.
how should i start ?
from day 1, i guess.

DAY 1
reach school at like 7.30
board the bus. partner wyth aisyah.
joke arnd wyth nic, tash, fish, hui yee.
play arnd like idoits
my bag weight like tons of rocks in there
reached there, johore.
went to the camp site.
my first tot was ..
WAD DA ?
LIVING IN THIS PLACE FOR 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS?!
our trainer wad mi mi.
she and shima( another trainer )
was sooo crappy.
oh. and mi mi
ish a national soccer player.
played this game called turn over a new leaf.
den l8r went to this obstacles thing.
like maze kind called no man's land.
we have to come out wyth a plan and
have to help everyone across every one of it.
totally cool!
eryone helping each other.
encouragements came along the way.
eryone did great.
i have to be the first to go thru
most of it.
i was some kind of demo
LOL.
totally GREAT!
and oh yarr,
how cld i forget this ..
nic tash and me learnt a new
malay word.
selmat datang ke malaysia
it means welcome to malaysia
LOL. we kip saying that.
( back to the no man's land )
then suddenlt rained so heavily
ms chng ran away first.
-_-
yupp. we went thru almost all,
din do the monkey bars.
cant bathe after we went into mud and stuff.
then made mascot
totally LAME!
sec 2 anyhow make,,
jus to have dinner faster!
made BLINK BLINK!
LOL.
have leadership beliefing
it was soo funny!
at night at 9 plus.
did this blind's man trail.
soo scary.
i fall like crazy.
cried like hell.
den eryone encouraged me.
it hurts man!
LOVE THE GIRLS!
only get shower aft that.

DAY 2
aisyah tash and me sleep together.
on a rocky bummy goingg to drop
at the top that double deck
LOL.
the bed made so much noise when we move
eryone like got waken up by it.
wahahas!
went to have morning exercise
know wad we do?
run outside,,
tanks to ms chng
sooooo farr!
bummy road.
i love the uphill.
i ran the fastest,,
soo challenging!
waterfall expedition was next
aft breakfast and stuff.
7 hrs of hiking.
leeches on my leg
sme ppl got bit and bleed.
soo fun
when we reached the natural water fall.
tash aisyah fish me gen qi
ros nuru aqila and more ..
tash aisyah and me when under the stronge
down pour at the water fall
soo nice man!
den we disturb mi mi
LOL.
then wen we have to go,,
mi mi wet me like hell larhs!
then change and shower!
den dinner
and leadership beliefing again
so fun!
netball againest basketball boys
so funny! its like ..
a non talk game like that larhs
den whoever lose will have to listen to the
winner to clean where they wan it to bi
den aft that it was a tie.
they say match again the next day
but we din.
make cards fer team mates
and trainers!
then sleeppP!
oh.
tash aisyah and me change to slp
on the floor wyth fish nic hui yee
qi and gen!

DAY 3
we made a BLINK BLINK
for ms chng,
so for the morning exercise
we did dancingg
so funny!
sherwood's coure
goingg thru obstacles too.
im demo again!
soo nice. eryone did team work!
i love the tyer thingy!
so challeging!
den bathe!
not enough tyme so we have to rush.
tash and me don mind bathing together
so we did
yupp!
we talk a lot inside and like
help each other bathe
wahahas
like slapshed water
cus v cold!
she have to marry me liaoo!
LOL.
den packing and luch
talk a while wyth mi mi
den we all v sad.
cus have to leave alrr
we all rrly adapte to that place.
we all miss mi mi like crazy!
she changed eryone.

this camp rrly change my life.
i find myself more fortunate in sg.
having not so clean bed
toilet wyth one pail and a hole
clothes we have to wear more than once
even if its wet
leeches on us.
carry heavy bags
disgusting food.
we have to have positive mind set,
encouragements!
i feel closer to the girls!

tash me nic and fish
went j8 aft camp.
eat in food court,
den we talk for like 2 hrs?
LOL.
we were planning for christmas eve
we wan all the girls to celecbrate
TOGETHER!
:))
that's all.
im TIRED!

2004-11-15T22:47:00.000+08:00
worr worr worr.
come blog blog blog.
tdy.
slackingg at home.
went j8 a while and bought
a fila track pants for camp.
came home and continue ..
ROTTING!

tmr tmr tmr.
sian 1/2 liaoo.
dono where tuu go.
my ai ai von nbr corr me.
next week den reborn.
:(
mummy say aft wen i return to sing.
tmr going shopping,,
maybb with my mummy.
going johore this wednesday.
soo soon huhh?
ter wanna give me smth.
wahas! YEAH!
that's all forks!
:))

2004-11-14T18:17:00.000+08:00
BOO!
hmm. soooo happy!
went shopping. just come back.
wyth mummy and daddy.
bought nike shoe( for netball ), adidas shorts and ums tee!
yayy!
still have a track pants to buy.
and most of all ..
im goingg reborning!
yeshh!
so happy worrs.
tdy tuition,, as usual
was crapingg arnd with tzee wee and lindy.
LOL.
esp lindy,,
she's bloodyly LAME man!
laughing and jokingg in class.

ystday
yupp.
went cousin chalet.
soo fun!
the family was like bonding.
and i made my niece cry!
LOL.
went home arnd 10 plus.
took train,,
was tian hao they all.
wahahaha!
all in uniform.
so funny.
den all dao me. so how lian derrs!
reach home 12 plus.
so tiredd.
den i just jumped for the bed!

2004-11-13T14:44:00.000+08:00
yawns. waked up at arnd 2. damn tired. was so restless.
they keep msging. and that kinda waked me up.
im caught in between.
-irritated-
guess im goingg to rot at home.
have no idea where tu go and wyth who.
lazy!
have cousin's chalet tdy,,but i din go.
hmmm. still feeling vexed.
what da ..
suddenly life sucks!
throwing my stupid temper at everyone.
damn!
leave me alone!
i love no onee!
hmm. forget about saying all these.
i just make me feel more worst man!

ystdayy
sly din get out.
OH YEAH!
my heart was beating in my mouth man!
tank lord!
knew it daf will get out this week.
and daf grand father is the richest man in singapore!
and her dad ish one of the BIG sponsper in singapore idol!
can you believe it!
yupp.
till here bahhs.
goingg to cousin chalet.
pei my jie jie g0.
:))

2004-11-13T06:43:00.000+08:00
for being LAME,, i got another blog. was simply bored rotting at home after training.
played against tanglin secondary,,they are guud! hmm. im not longer a shooter. was changed to defending. -rolled eyes-
hate that role!
bored bored bored.
after training,, went to food court with
my darlinngss
tash,fish,alison,julia,JOYCE,nic,cheryl,lu lu
i hate that JOYCE!
she have been irritatingg me this whole week.
its my luck to see her everyday.
she god damn irritaingg man!
and that bloody fish tell me she likes me.
wad thee?
and even wantedd to give her my number.
tanks man fish! assh!
JOYCE SUCKS!
oh well. walk arnd j8.
slackingg and jokingg.
went home and ..
here i am. rotting infront of the computerr.

having mood swings these days,,
bloody attitude!
suddenly hate myself?
i dont wanna love.